It's My Day!

Hmmmmmm, another birthday. As a "grown-up" I think that is how I'm supposed to refer to having a birthday. Make it sound like I'm not at all happy about it. But if you know me at all, you know that I love my birthday! I make a big deal about it just like when I was a kid. I mean, come on......presents, flowers, cake. What is so discouraging about that?

Ooooh, the age thing? Ya, I've just chosen to ignore that part. As I said in a previous post, my maturity level peaked years ago. I don't feel anything like a "grown-up". However, that being said, I suppose I should admit there are a few behaviors I find myself engaged in from time to time that would indicate I may have, somewhere along the line, slipped into adulthood.

For example:

• When taking my daughters or even myself shopping for, ummm what's an appropriate term here........underclothing, I have no problem browsing through the merchandise to find the right size or holding it up to see if I think it will fit. This mortifies my children (which I understand. I remember feeling that way as a young'un). I just don't care anymore if I'm discovered by perfect strangers perusing the undies section.
• While looking at items in a store aisle, I don't care to move when someone comes along and seems to want to look at the same items. I was there first; they can wait! I used to feel obligated to move aside as if the approaching shopper were somehow far more important than myself and deserved to be there more than I did.
• I find myself yelling at the kids to turn their music down.
• My kids' teachers at parent-teacher conference don't intimidate me. I'm the authority figure now, not them. They need to listen to me and answer my questions, not the other way around. (Squid & Bear - this applies to me, not you. You still need to listen to and take direction from your teachers!)
• I find SpongeBob has lost his appeal.
• If I find something I like, I don't care what anyone else might think. If I like it, I like it. Exhibit A: My ugly zipper purse. Clearly I don't care what anyone thinks, or I definitely wouldn't carry this around.

As I look around and take inventory of my life as it is today, I really can't be discouraged at all. I am living the dream! When I was 10ish, I remember imagining what my life would look like when I was this very age. I remember envisioning myself married with children, living in a cute little suburban neighborhood, and working in a job where I could organize papers and use machines with lots of buttons. Well, I have all those things. Sure, I have other ambitions in life now. But everything that really matters in life has already come my way. Any future successes at this point are icing on the cake!

So there it is, all in writing: how I feel about life as I begin being 35. Just in case I hit a low point somewhere down the road, I can read this and remind myself that I don't have it so bad.

My Pitch Against Government Run Health Care

It's absurd to me that the government thinks they can do a better job of running health care than the private sector can. Actually, no, it's not absurd that they think that; of course they think that. They think they are the all supreme masters of the universe. What is unfathomable is imagining what health care will become if this stinking reform bill becomes law.
Now, understand, the following tirade comes not from a seasoned military insurance beneficiary. My blanket remarks toward an entire federal system come from only two brief, one year stints with Tri-Care.

To begin with, there's not one single entity which knows how the entire system works. You can't just call up "customer service" and get a step by step explanation of how to obtain the insurance, much less how to receive medical services. Staff at one phone number knows just enough to make you think you have all the information, when in reality, it's the tip of the iceburg. Being armed with what you assume is a full knowledge arsenal, you head off to the clinic on (insert military installation name here).

If you paid attention to the mail, you would by now know who your Primary Care Manager is. Oh, you don't now what that is? Well, you will have to revisit the phone tree approach to service and get a PCM assigned right away. After all, your assigned PCM is the gatekeeper to your entire physical/psychological well being. You cannot have any services without this guy/gal's authorization. However, the "system" can automatically bump you to a new PCM without your knowledge as they see fit. So don't get attached to a particular doctor, because you may soon have to part ways. Nothing is more heartwarming than retelling your entire medical history to the new PCM so they can pick up where your last doctor left off.

On occassion, you may have what you consider to be a serious condition which requires, in your non-educated, unprofessional opinion, immediate attention. Well, good luck with that. You'll still need a referral. Even if you call to get a referral to an urgent care off-base, they sucker you into waiting until the next available appointment with your doctor, because "it costs them too much" to have you go to an urgent care. Once at the doctor's office, you're then told that the custom medical equipment you need isn't covered on Tri-Care. Go buy it yourself. Thanks.

But, here's a little trick. Go to the ER at a hospital, take up their time and resources for a non-emergency, but kind of serious issue, and the PCM will have to authorize it after the fact. Sneaky, sneaky and not even close to cost effective for the system.

Once you have experienced the joys of all of the above, it's time to fill your prescriptions. It's great fun to get free drugs! Wait, not so quick. First you must wait for the doctor to send the Rx through the fancy computer. Once your Rx actually arrives at the pharmacy, you have to do what is called "activating" your prescription. It sounds like some kind of missionary effort. Now you are ready to wait for the pharmacy to fill it. Yay! Just wait for your name to pop up on the giant flat screen (I'm sure it's the taxpayers-didn't-really-pay-for-it economy model) and then you can go wait in line again to receive the goods. It may behoove you to note at this time that at each check point along the way, from signing in at reception, to getting labwork, to Rx activaton, and then finally pick-up, you will be asked to present your ID and "yellow card", which is the magical key that accesses top secret treasures (even though this card is handwritten and contains the same darn information as the computer system they use when they plug in your ID info.)

Are you tired yet? I know, this story is way too long and not noteworthy in the least. Now you understand how the government system will make you feel. Now imagine that you have to pay for this fine program. No, wait, not just pay for it, but be required to purchase it and pay for it under the penalty of law.

Should there be any doubt regarding the ridiculousness of this all, may I submit Exhibit A:  a sign posted at the pharmacy with instructions on how to . . . wait for it, wait for it................ How To Wait in Line. No, I'm not kidding.


I'm telling you, if this catches on, I think I'm going to start taking the fam to the vet with the cats for our continued health care. I'm sure it would be an upgrade.

What I Learned in 2009

• If you want warm feet, you’re going to have to break down and buy the expensive boots.
• Not all Mollys are really Molly. Watch your back and follow your gut.
• You’re good at what you enjoy.
• Army deployments are one year because that is the absolute maximum amount of time an Army wife can last before she spontaneously combusts! Six months, no problem. Nine months, eh…not bad. Eleven months…..getting dangerous. Twelve months…..almost insane. Almost. Twelve months and one day…….BOOOOM!!!!
• An ipod shuffle dropped in the grass in October, snowed on, and recovered in the spring after the snow melts will still work.
• Oneida has a website.
• Elliptical trainers are way cooler than treadmills.
• Deer hooves are funny.
• The pencil test lies.
• I think that dentists and periodontists give each other kickbacks.
• The internet pretty much rocks. Hulu. Enough said.
• Some people are just way too impressed with themselves.
• The Lord puts strength near us when sometimes we’re stupid and won’t accept the strength He tries to hand right to us.
• My maturity level peaked years ago. Thus, I will never feel or act like a grown-up.
• Despite the aforementioned epiphany, I must act more like the grown-up; certain teenyboppers are counting on it.
• Noodles and Co. is the best kept secret in town.
• Monkey see, monkey do.
• Ebay gives frequent buyer miles.
• It’s sad when a movie is supposed to be great, but even my 14-year-old can see right through it and be ticked off at the lame policital messages being shoved down her throat.
• I am not the motivator of me. I’m only half.
• Manual focus is really cool.
• Technology got away from me about 12 years ago.
• I judge all people who walk down the street.
• I don’t know how DownEast Basics outlet stays open.
• Two cats is heavenly. Three cats is not.
• I’m addicted to Diet Coke, not caffeine.
• I like making lists with bullet points.
• I have started four books this year and not finished one.
• I learned that I can make big changes that are difficult and sustain it, but slip once, and it’s all over.
• When it comes to people who frustrate you, sometimes it’s just easier to play their game and try to make their life easier and suddenly they aren’t so frustrating.
• Whiplash is real.
• I cave too easily.
• I’m an earwax collector.
• I don’t want to get old.
• Football is fun to watch.
• Expensive vacuums work better.
• It takes three repeats of each season to wean yourself from America’s Next Top Model.
• There is no need to wean yourself from Friends.
• I like jewelry. Lots of it. Not all at once, but lots to choose from.
• You can do everything right, but people will still misunderstand situations and you take the fall as a result…..aka….life’s not fair!
• I don’t understand wearing bracelets with long sleeves.
• Christmas without a new doll is like a birthday without cake.